Sunday, September 26, 2010

jst anothr day...

its a lovely evening...it rained in d aftrnoon...dis is jst another day in the hostel...watched 2 movies 2day--aisha n the notebook....sonam kapoor looks really stylish in aisha n notebook was an amazingly romantic movie...luvd it:)..hd a nyc day,bt somehow feeling sick nw!
my frnds goin out 4 tea,m nt feelin lyk goin.i kno m gonna hv a tough tym convincing dem 2 leave me alone 4 sum tym...dz frndz na!!...hehe...bt i luv dem:)
spent d whole day alone...bt m bein greedy nw...want a lil more loneliness:D
sumtyms it feels gud 2 b alone!!...last nyt i saw my grandparents in my dream...wat a couple dey were...romeo-juliet:)...may dere soul rest in peace n dey find each other again:)..BREAK.

HAD 2 go out wid frnds...u cant win dem ovr:)...2day i read sum1's blog..whose blog i read almost everyday:)...i know dere is nothing fantastic abt dis..bt dis is my lyf...my blog n dis is spcl 2 me!
2day i ws feeling dat lyf wud hv been so much better only if i knew wot 2 do wid it!..strange thot na!
i have an ordinary lyf....dere is nothing gr8 abt it...i kno dat!..bt my story will b gr8 1 day...i kno dat2!...things will change n they will change 4 good...n dat i kno coz i hv alwys got wot i wanted,i jst hv 2 want it enuf...n nw i want a change!!
signing off.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

faith

it all started with faith...a faith in myself...a faith in my dreams...
dat ws d worst part of my lyf....my world collapsing all around me...
dere ws no hope,bt dere ws faith....a faith dat...i deserve a better lyf....i didnt kno where it came 4m,bt it ws dere...i knew i was blessed!
it ws den dat u happened 2 me...i alwys knew u were d 1...i dont know wot made me feel so...bt i felt so...
d acceptance ws nt easy...bt it happened gradually...
i knew i cud nvr let u kno dis...v were 2 diff ppl in 2 diff worlds....
bt it was within me...n den love ws born...
i hv been livin in bliss since den...my world changed...
it doesnt matter 2 me if i hv still nt told u abt dis....n it wont matter 2 me if i nvr do...
its a feelin above expression...its faith!!

i wish...

i wish i cud tell u dat i missed u all dis while....i wish i cud tell u hw incomplete it felt....

i wish i cud tell u dat u r d best thing dat evr happened 2 me.....i wish i cud tell u dat u hv been my inspiration evr since i hv known u...

i wish i cud tell u dat all my days start wid ur thoughts....i wish u were closer....

i wish dz tyms were different....i wish those tyms were different...

i wish i cud look u in d eye n say this...

i wish i cud say....i love u!